Jealousy

Does anyone else in the world just have that one person that they are jealous of? There may be really no reason. They don't have anymore going for them than you do, but you just can't help it. Well, I have one of those. Have had for a long time, and it won't get better. JUST AS SOON as I think it's getting better...something is said, done, etc. that just fires me up again. I don't know where this comes from. There are other people in my life that do and say the very same things, but they do not bring out this same since of envy, jealousy, angry, frustration, grrr... Even when I get the same things that this person has, it still just never feels good enough. Actually, I just always end up feeling like my thunder has been stolem. My happy time has been interrupted with their problem, solution, etc. I feel like my life will always be in the shadow, and it just doesn't sit well with you. I truly fear it will never end. Why won't it go away??? How do I make it go away??? I don't want to live forever with this.